Dear God,

I am kinda not really sure what to say at the moment. I feel like I had a breakthrough today. I feel like I am more at peace with things. I feel closer to you and like things are going to just be ok. I kinda want to try to think through all of it more but I am kinda mentally preventing myself from doing so. I guess I have worked so hard all of break to not allow myself to have the time to think that I am blocking myself from allowing myself to really have any deep thoughts. I am really scattered right now. I was kinda focused when I was writting in my other blog but right now I really can't focus on much of anything. I guess thank you for helping me. Open my spiritual eyes. Help me see you. Help me not get overwhelmed with work. I know that I can do this with you help. God, please continue to open my eyes and my heart and help me understand things. Help me get closer to you. Right now I kinda feel like I just need some time to think and I am really having a hard time focus. I just ask that as I try to think things through that I can see you and that I can see things in terms of how you want them. Thank you God for everything that I know you will do.

                                          -Cat